Against the logic of truth

Monday, December 31, 2007

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Well today gonna be the last day of 2007
im going countdown with friends

My small significant moments that took place in 2007

JAN
*worrying for my O level result
*adapting to my job and my passion for wines grow as time passes
*had a change for my hair, went rebonding
*got pay increment

FEB
*my birthday-did not spent with friends but with my family members. We had steamboat at Purvis street. Heart-warming.
*Fiona gave me a $50 cash voucher as birthday gift, I have yet to claim :P
*releasing of O level result, glad to be able to enter poly

MAR
*prepared for enrolment into Republic Poly
*nothing much took place except busy working working n working
*got 2nd pay increment within 2nd month

APRIL
*went for orientation camp, i HATE camps seriously. Did made some new friends anyway
*school started, felt uneasy n worriesd that classmates are hard to get along
*converted from a full time staff to a part time staff n rejoice over the good hourly pay
*hate to leave Railmail for Thomson
*mummy birthday, had romatic dinner at Fisherman Village

MAY
*classmates were great
*met up with primary school friends
*Thomson outlet was not bad afterall, quite relaxing
*FIONA darling's birthday celebration at Pasir Ris chatlet :]

JUNE
*Daddy's birthday, dinner at? OH NO! I can't rembr

JULY
*knew a new friend
*friendship with Jocelyn had a drastic change

AUGUST
*Ah Gong's birthday falls on the National Day

SEPTEMBER
*2nd semester, new classmates
*hard to adapt, misses 1st semester's classmates- the fun n laughters

OCTOBER
*had a fight with mummy over brother's issue
*a great month for me, totally enjoyment

NOVEMBER
*a totally hard to get by month for me
*thanks Fiona for being there for me, you have given me the strength n always at all ears for me, I totally apreciated what you have done for me! *muacks

DECEMBER
*had lots of activities. What a busy month
*join Amanda, Yeh ying, Claire and Eileen, the girls' annual gathering at Sentosa-had lots of fun
*went countdown for Christmas eve with both besties, Fiona n Yin yin and the girls
*went Johor with aunt Teresa n cousin Shandy
*spent the last day of 2007 with Yin yin, yin's bf, Ming jie and first day of 2008 with Yin yin, Ming jie, Alvin, Hong gee, Fiona and her bf, Alvin and Wei lun at Yin's place
*though had lots of fun but whenever im alone, I felt its hard to get by. Felt so hurt by you. I tried to move on. Keep trying, I will.
*this is my way too sad month

Basically, these are what I have done n events that took place in 2007.
I will make 2008 a fruitful year for myself!
CHEERS!

Sunday, December 30, 2007

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Victor and Jerrica held their wedding dinner at One 15 Marina Club

it is located inside Sentosa
a simply gorgeous place

luxurious beauty

member's yachts resting on the calm sea
how i wish someone I know owns a yacht there too
everything about the place was good but not to deny transportation was difficult

luckily sweet Kelly came to pick up me, Joey n Eileen up.

Were one of the few to reach the place first

congrats Victor and Jerrica

really happy for them

had cocktails n chats before the dinner commenced

The dinner was great

wines were served

I had lots of Villa M

GLAD

Some customers from Railmail were invited too

good to see some familar faces

Kelly was like a butterfly

entertaining here n there

After the dinner ended

we saw no traces of her

we were panicked
as we supposed she drank a lot

and probably knock down by alcohol in the cubicle

All of us went searching for her

luckily a staff knew her whereabout

when we saw Kelly

she was like yelling in pain

kept repeating that she was hungry n her stomach was hurtful
we helped her up to the room

Jerrica fed her food and she was eating so hardly like a hungry ghost

a moment or so

she started to receite some christianity bible and it got louder and louder

and she started to show violence, follow by the attempt to bite

we thought that she was drunk that why of all these stupidity

imagine 6 person held her down n yet she still have the strength to struggle

it was so eerie and scary to see Kelly behaving in this way

Moreover I have yet to see her drunk before

We tried methods to stop her from behaving in this way

I chanted Buddism phrase into her ears

and I noticed that she started to cry in pain

After a long struggling with her

she seems to calm down

The rest went home

Joey n I stayed behind to take care of her

we left her alone in the room

and we went over to Victor n Jerrica's room

after a while we oberseved her walking out the room

we followed

she conveyed her message to us by pointing here n there

she did not speak at all

she wanted to go up the stairs that would lead to the roof top

I stopped her

fearing that she might jump down n I know I would not have the strength to stop her

she wanted us to go into the room and we did what she wanted us to do

then the 3 of us sat on the bed and watched television

after a while she fell asleep

After we woke up

Joey n I found Kelly missing

oh she was puking away in the toilet
we asked if she could recall anything

she gave us a blank look

I gave a thought on what had took place

I guess Kelly was more likely to have got possessed than to be drunk

Anyway I shall share the pictures of the day

where all the member's yachts are parked

the view at balcony from room

Joey

Kelly

Min pin

the going to open drinking place on the roof-top

we promised to go there for drinking someday :]

LASTLY pic snapped with the pretty bride

Saturday, December 29, 2007

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I was so excited last night that I couldn't sleep

I got no idea why im like so excited
it was like 4.30am yesterday
my eyes are wide open though im feeling sleepy

Ooh yeah
I went Johor Baru for shopping with Aunty Teresa and cousin Shandy
shopped shopped shopped till i dropped!
I was damn broke really
spent way too much this month

BUT
One thing to rejoice over
daddy sponsored me for my shopping trip to Johor!
$$$$$$$$$$
To my horror I spent like around $300 unknowingly till i got home and count my money

hope daddy doesn't kill me

Alright to start off
I was so excited that I actually reached so early than usual
I waited for Aunty Teresa and Shandy for like 30 mins
the security guards killed my time by chatting with me
nearly rot while waiting!

Aunty Teresa really took her hat off me
I rather go hunger than to stop for meal
Well, cause it was already 8pm and I have not shopped enough though my tummy is protesting in hunger so I just bought bread and eat while I continue to shop :P

Shopped till my legs were aching
bought things from head to toe
had my eyebrows trimmed which im not really happy about
a fail-ed trim

first buy of the day

the shoe was a real must buy!!

so damn cheap la!

the bag was not worth it cos i wouldn't pay so much for a non-branded bag but so tempting and like it so much therefore $$$ spent!

I really find my face getting darker each day

therefore solution is to buy sunblock

and I bought a moisturiser too!

PS: Yin will let you know the result cos I know you are interested in Clinique's products too =]

My hair is in trouble too
It is getting so dry

damn fed-up

hope this product will help

The only food items that i bough back home

so little

if only Uncle Eric went with us n drove in. . .

HMms. . .

The overall stuffs that i bought

bought clothes

everything that i ever needed

simply satisfied!

Me and Shandy

Had supper at this run down street before we headed home
though run-down but the food was so tasty
trust me.

FOOD FOOD FOOD

I was snapping pics like an idiotic tourist in a foreign country

Tuesday, December 25, 2007

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MeRrY mErRy ChRiStMaS !!!

Met up with Fiona first before meeting the rest of the girls at Heeren

we were squeezing our way out hard

lots of people were waiting for the count down!

Yin yin, yin's bf, Mingjie and his friend, Daniel happened to be at Heeren too so met up with her first

way too long din get to meet her le

simply misses her lots :P

Decided to head down to Clarke Quay as Orchard is way too crowded to stay long

Yin they all are heading Clarke Quay too

therefore we merged into bigger group and had drinks at Cafe Iguana

had different flavours of Margaritas! I especially love the blueberry flavour!

drinks accompanied with games and poor Fiona have to drink n drink as luck was not really on her side :P

When 12 striked

The gals exchanged presents among ourselves

simply love all presents from them to me

hope they love mine too!

THE FUN CONTINUES. . .

Went over to Yin's house and continues drinking at around 1am

went home at around 7am

had champagne, vodka and tibits

donno why but it seems like im starting to dislike Vodka

I think it tasted horrible!

went home and took a short nap before heading to work

This Christmas was one of the most happiest and enjoyable to date!

to think that I got the chance to spend it with my two besties at the SAME time

And lastly im so happy that FIONA and YIN YIN have finally met each other

I always wanted my two besties to meet each other

seems like they can click well!

GREAT!!

PS: Sorry and thank gals for joining and count down together :]

my presents!!!!!!!

a box filled with sweetness given by Kenneath's gf

Alright, shall end with a decent pic- I love this :]

Friday, December 21, 2007

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Met up with Fiona
went to the doctor together
after that I accompanied her on bus journey to work at Bukit Timah
after that I took the bus to Bukit Batok bus interchange and take the bus back to home
wanted to have long long bus journey tour around Singapore but i thought going home and take a nap would be a smarter choice
I guess I will go emo easily on bus ride alone

A wonderful day out though

:]

Thursday, December 20, 2007

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THURDAY and FRIDAY

Headed Sentosa after work

Kenneath was so nice to give me a bottle of Villa M to drink with friends

the girls love the drinks!

While the girls-Amanda, Yeh ying, Claire and Eileen were enjoying their swim
I was on my way to join them

Fiona joined us at a later time due to her working

We had our stay at Siloso Beach Resort

a pretty and relaxing place

I wished to go back in near future

Had nice warm bathe in the bathtub
I spent an hour inside:P

causing us to miss dinner

and we end up buying our food at 7-11 which tasted sucky for me!

alright, I was pretty guilty. . .

At night, we took our drinks down and sit along the pool

lighted candles, had wonderful chats and great laughs

till the wee hours

While the rest were sleeping soundly

Yeh ying, Fiona and I cam-whored

sleeping was pathetic for us

hahas! imagine only 2 single bed for the 6 of us!

Morning Claire have to go to work

while we were sleeping soundly

the girls were nice to let Fiona and I have the breakfast buffet

while the girls suffered hunger!

we did tried to smuggle some food up for the girls

but both Fiona and I were not skillful enough
we were caught! LOLs!

After that we checked out and I headed home for an hour sleep before I report to work

The fun begins...

we sat along the pool at the night

before we hunt for our food

eating food that we bought from 7-11

romantic night

Villa M-one last drink before the girls goes to sleep

THE CAM-WHORING BEGINS

I like this

breathe-taking scenary at the roof-top!

the mess. I was sleeping on the comfy chair while the 5 girls slept on the bed

Overall i enjoyed myself and how I wished the stay was extended! =D

Monday, December 17, 2007

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finally its getting better
feelings were made known
his respondes made me feel better
hope that it would get better and better
im finally feeling a little relieved!

sincerely hope that it would be like the best
i wish to draw the distance closer =)

Sunday, December 16, 2007

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Bugis with bestie, Miss Fiona
reach at about 4pm and shopped all the way till we dropped and broke
cracked our brain on what to get for the ladies as christmas exchange present
finally i have bought all of their present
oh my! im so filled with excitement on what they are going to get for me! *GRINs

bought myself a pretty cool watch and a tote bag
oh yea, the guy at the watch shop is very funny and lame
forget to mention that he does make good friend with Na
both of them was so lame with their what lizard story and many more
i was pretty entertained by both of them
in the end i guessed we spent more than half an hour at his shop
we did chatted happily
and this happens when

WE DON EVEN KNOW HIM anyway, we got some benefits for "making friend" with him

alright since he is such a friendly chap
will pop by his shop and check out for new arival of watches
did i ever mentioned that I LOVE WATCHES?
i love to get not so common watches
i don mind that it is brandless so long as it look classy and nice
im a simple person =)

on the way back
bump into Nigel's sis, Angel
whoa, she has become quite pretty
so i guess it is quite true about this saying, NU DA SHI BA BIAN
come to think of it
most of my friends have become prettier
i looked back at my secondary school photos
im yucking at my own pics
i regretted not keeping my hair long back in school days
i think im like so much better now
HA HA HA!

maybe one fine day
i shall upload my unglam pics to let you all have a good laugh
like what yin yin did :P

Thursday, December 13, 2007

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jus reach home after eating with poly frens at Causeway point
wasn't really feeling comfortable throughout
not because of the company of friends
but purely because of you
it is still bothering me so much
i feel so uneasy

i really wanted to celebrate your birthday with you
i wanted so much to give you surprises
but after all these that have happened
all that i would like to do for you is made impossible

♥

The clock striked 12
I wish you happy happy birthday
Hope that you move on and leave those memories behind
I really hope that you will stay happy
Just a simple little wish of mine

Monday, December 10, 2007

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i cried myself to slp
it hurts so much more than you know
so much more than it shows

helpless was all that i could convey
shattered is all that i felt
i have lost myself

♥

I had to leave early today
for my cousin's 2nd baby, Felyce 1st month

Striked 3pm
Kenneath came in
no smile from him

i apologised to him immediately i saw him
as it was really my mistakes
the atmosphere was tense for me
i would rather he lecture me
so that i would feel better
BUT he did not

i really feel very very guilty and lousy
why am i not doing things well recently?
what is affecting me?
why i just can't get things done right and well?
why?
thoughts kept running through my head
oh what the fuck!

Anyway, i will try to amend my mistakes by not committing any further mistakes
and try to be the best that i could be

the cutie Verrine

GOsh. . felt like giant besides the petites

Saturday, December 08, 2007

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Thought that i do not have to work today
so went Bugis shopping with sister till my handphone rang

its Kenneath
he told me that i have to work
so i told him that im at Bugis but i will rush back home to get my uniform
he said that its ok
he will work instead
ARRGH
it was his off day
im guilty
im really blur that i saw the schedule wrongly

bought my stuffs at Bugis
and went to meet up with NA
she was working at Bukit Batok
she handles event
im so proud of her
cos i witnessed her ability before

after her work we went to had dinner at West mall.
after that we decided to go Plaza Singapura to get our shorts
we wanted to take bus
BUT
the bus took so long to come
so we cabbed down
happily shopping and homed
i guess my sister bought extra joy to us
her jovious personality made both of us laughed so happily!

Well, im pretty worried about tomorrow
i have to face Kenneath
feel so bu hao yi shi towards him
i have been committing mistakes recently
i guess im really really too tired to concentrate on anything
i need a break!

maybe you are right
im really lousy
-savouring the taste of my incompetent

Friday, December 07, 2007

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Had a struggle through Cognitive module today.
Realism vs Anti Realism

after school met up with bestie, Na
went Bugis
did shopping
bought clothes
satisfied

On the way back home on bus
thoughts of what happened this afternoon kept replaying in my head
you know you can affect my mood
in your eyes
i might be lousy
but at least my friends love me
they accept me for who i am
why do you always have to put words so harsh across?
i don always wan ppl to accommodate to my thinking
did i ever?
i respect people's thinking ok
since you think that you have accommodated me a lot le
but sad to say, i really can't sense it
and since you say there is always a limit
so be it. . .

Monday, December 03, 2007

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Mr Daniel Man was on sick leave
A change of Enterprise facilitator for today
only as a replacement to be exact
a lady
horrible
terrible
evil
overly strict
out of her mind
i cant think of any bad descriptive words to describe her le

first time almost whole class wanted to pon!
just because she really freaked us out
initially i do not want to pon but to stay and treat her strict-ness as a challenge
but classmates keep persuading me to pon also
keep saying that, even if i stay i can't get A cause she have way too high expectation!

in the end only 2 person stay back
when the facilitator went back to class
only to find out that only 2 students remain
she actually asked the 2 students to call the rest of the students to go back class
if not she will inform the module class
and the admin side will call our parents and we will get counseling
what a threat!

BUT
it was of no use
only 4 went back
oh yea, 6 students in total
not bad!

she lost her face la

and i forgot to mention her weird action
here it goes,
her shoes were spoilt
and she actually wanted one of us to lend her slipper so that she can go to the car park and have her spoilt shoes changed.
glances exchanged within classmates
no one is willing to lend her slippers

after the reprimanding, who will still lend her?
isn't she out of her mind?
ha

Sunday, December 02, 2007

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MISS EILEEN CHONG's birthday!!!

meet up with the ladies to celebrate her birthday.

had dinner at one of the Japanese resturant at Takashimaya.

the food was not bad.

Eileen bought us stuffs from Taiwan where she went for her holiday

so sweet of her.

activity next?

we went Kbox, yes again!

great day out with the girls!

Leen' s cute cute birthday cake

the dessert that Na and i shared

the ladies

From Taiwan-love the necklance

SAT 1 Dec 2007

Met up with poly semester two classmates, Bing bing, Felicia, Eng sin and Crystal for kbox session!

After kboxing, we went over to esplanade and chit chated. fer's bf Jonathan also our classmate, came over and all of us enjoyed the company. I really never thought that i would hang out with classmates from this semester. Overall, really had an enjoyable day with them.

Co-incidentally Na happened to be going Marina Square for dinner wit her bf and Wei lun

therefore she asked if i want to meet them for dinner

i went to meet them but din have anything due to dinner with classmates earlier on.

after that home sweet home =]

with Eng sinwith Bing bing-she calls me jieladies

Lastly, my shot at Esplanade.

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